Friday, May 8, 2009

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Thursday, March 5, 2009

My friend- YaYa

Today, my friend-YaYa.
i knew her in company,she is a cute China girl.
Sadly, she leave us today and preparing to be a stewardess of Oman Airline.

After working for about 2 months in the office, i realize something in our life.
I feel that life is such fragile.
seems like...there are no ''forever''...nothing is FOREVER.

At first, i thought i will be the person who leave this company after 3 months.
Who knows? there are some colleagues leaving 1 by 1.
I don't even have enough time to chat with them or to know more about them!

For example, my China friend, YaYa. We are good friend in company. We used to have lunch together.Chat together.We talk about culture in China and Malaysia.Talk about korean drama.
We are happy together. I remember that she told me a secret because i am a good friend to her.
It's my honour certainly.

However, i feel unhappy and speechless today. I felt like ...i can't do anything to stop my good friend leaving me.
I was wondering when would i have chancce to meet with YaYa again!
After some times, will she still remember who is Angeline then?

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Ampang Park

Ampang park. A place that i have already used to go from January 2009.
How is the life having internship?
Honestly, the life was SUCKs, Boring and STRESS at the very first month.
Been the only trainee in the office was boring.
I dare not to talk much to other colleges so called- Senior.
Having 1 hour journey to work every day and no doubt have to spend 1 hour
or even more than 1 hour to reach home every night.
Oh Gosh! i leave just 3hours to spend and relax.
Sleep early and wake up early...i feel so boring to have this kind of life.
.........February.

i found my life is become more interesting.
3 more trainee join our company. Happy to be friend with them.
Besides, i know another 2 gals.
used to have lunch with them now.
I'm Happy, Satisfied!
......March. COMING SOON..........

However, i have a conclusion here.
From my experience,
no doubt that stress will cause u physically sick.
i caught sick on the first and second week to join the company.
still can clearly remember, i feel wanna vomit all the time
Luckily, i told my problems and feeling to my housemate.
They love me! They invite me to have drinks with them on the night.
Halo Cafe- blue sea mocktail + songs: Moon River,Over the rainbow.
after that night, i feel much more better.RELEASED!!!
Thank you 416 members....^^

Thursday, January 22, 2009

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Sunday, December 28, 2008

Abstract Background







another tutorial i leart.

anoother tutorial i learnt in this semester break. a very simple step to make stamp.
for the artwork, i paste the same image with last artwork.
i wish this stamp can help me send my regards to my friend who is going abroad soon.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Good Bye to u!

today, i tried some new effect on photoshop.i like this effect.
i choose the word ''GOOD BYE to u''
it's because..i wanna say GOOD BYE to one of my friend so soon.
he is leaving so soon.
Good Bye...wish u good luck always.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

2008 Christmas is around the corner~~





Christmas is just around the corner. Personally, i love Christmas very much.
I'm not a Christmas though i have celebrate it every year.
Hence, i am so scare to be alone during Chritmas because it will spoit the atmophere.
Hoever, i still can not realize my ideal Christmas until now.
This year Christmas is abit different compare to last few years.
Finally i bought a small Christmas tree!! and it just cost me around RM9.90 exclude the
ornament.
Total of the cost for the complete christmas tree do not cost excess RM 50, it is cheap ,isn't it?
haha.
see my Pooh MP3 speaker?i bought it in Singapore few years ago and i used to put my Christmas cap on him during christmas.
About the socks, the little Christmas sock was gifted by my best friend,Rose. cute enoughh isit?
and the big Christmas sock is i bought it almost 8 years ago but i manage to keep it clean right?lol
No doubt, my dad will put a gift in the big Christmas sock everyyear,thanks to my dad to be crazy with me..heheh...
i'm wondering what is the gift for this year and i'm still not sure how will i spend my Christmas this year.definetely i wll back from Singapore before Christmas eve.haha...Give me some good suprise please..hehe
and here, i wish everyone have a merry merry Christmas!!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

a very very special day^^

today, a very special day!
today, finished all presentation and assignments
today,the client from Serai agree with my group proposal.
today, my best fren's mum look on my palm and says something good to me
today, i miss him so much and he did message to me..(the happiest thing)
today, he ask me what happen on 4 days ago? which is act i have 4 days didn't chat with him la!stupid..haha.but he cant guess at all..haiz..
hahah...but it's good too.because i dun not wan him to know about this.
In a nutshell, i feel extremely happy in this moment. i just wan to hold it till the end.
cheers..hope that u're happy too!
^^say cheese!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

捨不得你,如何掉眼泪。。


如吃掉芥辣都不刺鼻
洋蔥不再釋放傷感氣味
也許我今睌應該約你看一齣 悲慘戲
明明暗地裡是愛到要死
偏要扮成二人是知己
落淚都需要避忌連情緒崩潰亦怕騷擾你
「如何掉眼淚 讓哭找不到根據這愛情沒你准許是我沒有這資格來為你心碎
『如何掉眼淚 自知身份都不對要決堤 沒缺口 讓苦戀鯁於心裡 沖積結聚完場時
仍然讓這秘密 埋藏在眼睛裡』
玫瑰盛放讓花粉撲鼻
陽光多猛雙眼都不要閉
最好有風叫沙礫四散刺激多些分泌
然而繼續暗地愛到要死
一再扮成二人是知己
落淚都需要避忌連情緒崩潰亦怕騷擾你
Repeat「」
AH~想因你痛快的流淚願眼淚 
像被你搾取不想這一世 
如同這死水 AH~Repeat「」
『』沒藉口哭得心碎 只想眼淚 回流時連同著這秘密 留藏在血管裡

Monday, November 10, 2008

My Tears

Friday, November 7, 2008

Colour


The colour in my wardrobe.

The colour of life.

Say Cheers...
your life will be better..^^

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

US presidential election in Renaissance Hotel-5 NOV 08

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5)wow..today is a very historical day to Americans and to me as well.
i have missed my lecturer ride to the event.
i was so disappointed that i can't attend to the event.
Perhaps the disappointment evoked my feeling and i think is a MUST to attend the event.
Without delay, i apply to my tutor for early leaving.
i took cab then took monorail to reach Renaissance Hotel.
Thanks GOD i was there.
On the way to the destination, questions filled my mind and asked myself am i too emotional?
Why will i have an urge to go there? to witness the historical moment?
to support Obama?
Anyway, i have no way to return to my school.hence i just continue my way.
the event is actually start from 9am till 1pm. when i reached there, is already 12pm.
i leave 1 hour in the ballroom.
Luckily, i watch McCain's speech and the elected new president-Barack Obama's speech.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Logo competition--NCWO


This is the logo that i designed for the NCWO logo competition.

Honestly, the logo doesn't look nice but i look on it as a chance for myself to learn something
what i have learn thru this competition?
1: i learnt how to change colour for the brush.(although it's a very simple and easy work to some of my GD fren, but i cant change it at 1st and finally i did it!haha)
2: i learnt not to put something small into the logo like words.
my friend saw my logo in msn display and he saids the words surround the pink colour looks tiny.when it squeezed, then will see nothing.
okay, i learnt this 2 things. is a good lesson to me,
that is why i said, never let go any chance in front of us. u wont lose anything if u take part the competition instead u'll gain some knowlege and experience.

out there, to those design skill is better than me, please dont laugh at my logo and my design.i'm improving right now. i'm serious!
Give me some time, i can do it. i'll do better.
and thanks to my friend who willing to share with me his design experiences and skill.thanks alot.^^


Saturday, November 1, 2008

Lewis Hamilton

Since when i be Lewis Hamilton's fans?
The storyis happend like this,
8August 08, i went to Singapore to meet with my parents.
We were having a trip to Batam island.
I went to Cheers ( another kind of 24 hrs shops in Singapore) to buy some candy and drinks.
In the shop, i saw some sales promotion items - contest form, brochuers, flyers.
i am so sensitive and must be sensitive with those sales promotion items due to my studies.
then i took a contest form of Nescafe which has Lewis Hamilton's picture in the contest form.
Once i look at his picture, another person's image appear in my mind..
haha..the person is from my school who has some similarities with Lewis Hamilton.
Hence, i started to concern Hamilton's news.
Besides, i watch Singapore F1 show as well. Hamilton did a good job.
Since then, i'm addicted to F1 show. i am so concern to F1 news lately.
haha....
On that night, i try to search some video about lewis Hamilton.
and what comes is i found a TVC of Lewis Hamilton and Fernando Alonso.
is a funny TVC, please do enjoy.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Process to get a twilight Light Panel

last:
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2)




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Last week, my friend asked me to help him to make a light panel which is in twilight.and i have try in many ways to do the effect. i dunno exactly know wat kind of light panel my fren wan.but i just try to do any lighting effect and give him...above are the pictures which i had tried before.and until the last pictures.
Even though i'm busy on last week, but i am happy to help him too.because i have discover some new effect like using pin light and other ways to edit pictures.^^



rational to create 'Invisible Coat'-belated part

reasons..many reasons for me to create the invisible coat.

Main reason:
everytime when i pass by the person i admired.
i wish i can have a look on him.
but i feel shy. i dare not to look into his eyes.
i worry the moment i looked at him,i'll fall into him again.
i just wish that i observe him from aside.look at him silently.
never let him know.never frighten him.
silently, look at him. be an Angel for him.
guide him, help him and care him.

second reason:
i'm living in a place that i don't think can provide me freedom.
this place is not safety at all,for me.
however, there are a lot of times i need to be alone.
i wish i can sit alone. thinking my problems.
or enjoying the moment being alone.
unluckily, my current house which shared with my friends does not allow me to do so.
there are no suitable corner for me to rest and try to be alone.
even my room...
if i can have an invisible coat, i wish i can wear it and go out to take a breath alone.
no one can see me, just i can see others.
safety enough and have my own freedom.

In a nutshell, is really good for me to have an invisible coat although it's a bit strange.^^

Friday, October 17, 2008

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Beloved movie-Mamma Mia!



This is the recent movie in cinema that i have watched with my dear dear..haha.

who is my dear dear ar?hmm..of coz my leangzai daddy and leang lui mummy lo..haha..and also with my sisters.

Wow..this is nice movie and nice songs as well.Hey guys, should spend some time to have a movie now-Mamma Mia.

The songs, scene and dance are so attracted and very nice ...it's true!haha

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

the colour of smoking


usually people will have bad image to smoker. No doubt, i cant bear with smoker who smoke in front of me. This is because i have a disease make me feel dizzy when i got the smell of coffee, and smoke.

However, how many people will truely understand why smoker will smoke? Pressure?addiction?for fun?
When smoking, there are a lot of inspiration and colour to the smoker.hence, they enjoy smoking!

But i still have to remind everyone that, Smoking is harmful to our healthy. smoke less if u are smoker.dun smoke if u haven try it.This is my advice.

invisible coat



The invisible coat that i wanted the most in my life.got the idea from the movie "Harry Potter".
Anyone will be invisible when they are cover by this so called 'Invisible Coat'.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

appreaciate

每個人在一生中總會遇見真愛一次,但有些人往往錯失真愛....
但幸福的人卻在真愛經過時抓住了.....
曾經有兩個很要好的青梅竹馬他們從國小同班到大學畢業
又進入同一間公司,愛神給了他們多少時間啊...
但是最後他們兩終究沒在一起..
那個女生在跟他同事當了兩年後...向他告白,男生用沉默取代了答案...
過沒幾天女生的桌上出現了一張喜帖...
名字是她喜歡的那個男生....
隔天她就辭職了...
而男生在結婚當天,並無結婚的笑臉,因為它所掛念的是"她"會來嗎?
他突然好想念她...
只可惜,結婚典禮開始....始終缺一人...
十年後....兩人再同一個咖啡屋相遇...兩人又像從前一樣愉快的聊天..
當時的男孩早就離婚很久了,他對女生說
:[當我失去妳,我才知道原來我的一切變的好空白......]
孩女只是笑笑
:[一切都過去了,沒有什麼後悔不後悔....]
這時的男孩把隱藏在心中很久的話說出來
:[我們...結婚吧!]
這時另一名陌生男子出現拍拍女孩的肩膀
:[老婆...等等要去哪?]
女孩對著他的伴侶微笑
:[先帶孩子上車...我馬上過去...]
女孩在臨走之前對男孩說了一句話
:[如果當初你緊緊把握住我,如今站在我身旁的就不會是別人了,現在我也抓住了我的真愛了,我相信你也可以]
說完男孩看著女孩遠離的背影,他傻笑,是啊!
如果當初我自私的想找到更好的人,也不會失去我這輩子最無法挽回的真愛......
人怕的是失去真愛不是嗎?
別讓自己的私心矇蔽自己,想想是否該珍惜你所愛的人。
記住多看看多關心,你身旁的人事物,或許真愛就在你身旁。
走的時候也別走太快,不然愛神就無法跟上妳的步伐。
把....握住身旁的人.事.物...
握....住屬於自己的幸福...
真....心的對待,最後一定可以得到幸福的...
愛....情絕對不會讓妳孤單走完人生.....
懂得珍惜....才是你現在要做的......
看完這篇,請不要在錯失你身邊的好情人了。

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Dream Potray




the first inspiration during CRM class..haha..i sat on the first row...in front of Mr.jaga..and i started to draw something on my memo book..

yesterday i try to tocuh up and add and minus some element in the picture.

at first , this artwork is named "idiot world"...now...after some effect.the name has change

but i wish i can produce another artwork is really name 'idiot world'..haha