reasons..many reasons for me to create the invisible coat.
Main reason:
everytime when i pass by the person i admired.
i wish i can have a look on him.
but i feel shy. i dare not to look into his eyes.
i worry the moment i looked at him,i'll fall into him again.
i just wish that i observe him from aside.look at him silently.
never let him know.never frighten him.
silently, look at him. be an Angel for him.
guide him, help him and care him.
second reason:
i'm living in a place that i don't think can provide me freedom.
this place is not safety at all,for me.
however, there are a lot of times i need to be alone.
i wish i can sit alone. thinking my problems.
or enjoying the moment being alone.
unluckily, my current house which shared with my friends does not allow me to do so.
there are no suitable corner for me to rest and try to be alone.
even my room...
if i can have an invisible coat, i wish i can wear it and go out to take a breath alone.
no one can see me, just i can see others.
safety enough and have my own freedom.
In a nutshell, is really good for me to have an invisible coat although it's a bit strange.^^
Thursday, October 30, 2008
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