today's diary..today's voice

#this Korean song is really touching.tonight ,my mood so down
i repeat this song ard 10 times.
the lyrics said wat is in my heart.said the women's voice.
lately, i found that man and women has a lots of difference.
i dun understand man.i couldn't understand them.
because i'm women.
wat is love? i know nothing about LOVe.
since when v know "ah i'm in love !ah i have crush on him!''
wat tell us tht v have crush on somebody??
when our heart beat so fast when v see tht person appear in fornt of us?
when v dare not to look at him?
i feel, usually 'like', 'love','good feeling' and ' admire' can confuse ppl..
so i used to tell myself.i have to make it clear.but this is hard.
i am so small compare to him.i totally lost my confidence lately.becaz of him.
i'm so down.and sad.lolli pop incident.on monday i realise guys like to see leang lui
it's true...it makes me more -ve.coz i'm really tiny dusk compare with those leang lui..haiz...

i'm women -lyrics in English version

dun understand man's thinking
i gave what u want
now,u leave
u're such important
i believe that u're my everything
if u feel bored on me
u should tell me frankly
a clumsy me will not understand
although u hut me
but i'm still missing u
LOVE is my everything
because I'm Women
ur love, apprear fast disappear fast
i think this is man's habit
sweared not to step into the trick of LOVe
but again addicted by Love
it's jz because i'm a women
for love, i'll sacrcify my everything
do not utilise the kind of women
women just wish to gain love
but dunno it's so tough
*today v said break up
i can just lie on myself
hope that i can found somebody better than u
u are same with other man
ur love can only maintain for 1 day
honestly,
i dun wish to see u have good future
but,if u're really with a girl better than me
then what should i do?
i'm so sad
until now,i'm still thinking of u


**i'm deep in love with a girl
now,i have to leave, i cant together with her
but i'm deep in love with her.