FRIENDship...so fragile

Friend...ship...hahah..FRIENDSHIP???
it's fragile! i have really no idea what makes the friendship become fragile.
i can understand some of the plastic materials would become fragile when certain chemical has pour on it. but what is the chemical substance to make the realtionship between 2 persons to become fragile?
Money, Name, Position, Love and many other reasons cause the friendship become fragile.
Since i come here to study, i have meet up with different kind of people. The more i recognize, the more i feel the world is fake. Everyone is actually acting in the public. "we are so called 'FRIEND' for the sake of.....". For the sake of thousand of reasons but never the sake of sincere.

Tonight, i have an erge to create this piece of artwork and wrtting this article due to i feel so wonder to some of my friends recently. I dont understand him, we are good to chat last semster. but i have no idea why we will end up to become like a stranger to me today. Although i like to disturb him sometimes in MSN.but the way he treat me is cool.

Do i did something wrong to him? Did he misunderstand me?
ah...i'm so tired to maintain the friendship. i swear i do appreaciate my friendship alot. Therefore, i am caring everyone of my friend. But i am so sad as well when they do not really treat me as a friend.

All these cases happen to me lately and make me feel that...not only life is so fragile.but Friendship as well.

The large production of Sony Bravia TV advertisement-TVC & The Making Of...

Last night, was watching numbers of TVc and promotional items to get some idea for the final exam. i saw this Sony Bravia .Colour.like no other.TVC and the making of...is a great TVC which create history in Advertising field.They used around 170,000 bouncy ball in San fransico. the idea for this TVC is simple but nice. no script is needed but just colour balls are bouncing and the background music-which sing by Jose Gonzalez and the song title is Heartbeats.

Recently, i am so busy with my internship and preparing for my final exam. I have call to few advertising firm near my area and now waiting for the interview.

From the moment i prepare my internship, i realised that my major interest is still in Advertising. i have no regret to choose this field although i like design and art sometimes. i was so envy my g.design fren which their course provide some interesting subject for them such as digital image. i used to think it is fun and i'm still think that it is fun because i like photography. However, some of them denied it and told me that actually it's so tough.The assignments are so heavy. Hence, nothing to envy.

hmm...talk about the work, my best fren told me to be prepare.have to work hard in advertising field. it's not east to working in advertising firm. No day No night!haha..yes,,..it's true. but i think it is a challeng as well.

wish i can get the company that email me last few days and i can score well in this coming final exam...God bless...^^

Last, please do enjoy the TVC.

song touched my heart

This song is one of the soundtrack from the korean drama ''My Lovely Samsoon".

is a very nice song. i recall the life in Singapore and the moment went to Hong Kong when i listen to this song and other songs from the soundtracks.

In this middle of night, i feel lonely and empty. have lots of stuff waiting me to complete.Besides afford have to put on it..Luck is very important to me...God bless...

hope all of u will like this songs also. actually i like this drama so much.it's not a common korean drama but a speacial korean drama. it 's touching but funny as well..i like the storyline. espcially....the hero ,he choose kim sam soon as his girl fren alto she looks fat/chubby.haha...maybe i wish this kind of man who is able to give me true love will appear in my life 1 day.

Some old stuff

Hmmm...today.i feel not very well in my hometown.maybe i have used to the life in PJ.

I have no mood to talk much with others, no mood to go yam cha with my frens.

even no really feel interesting to watch Mr.Bean animation.All of this are due to some part of my body feel pain.haiz..

And then, i found some old stuff in my room...These pictures were drawn in year 2000 ~ 2002.wow.How many years ,man?hmm..few years lo..haha..time pass very fast.ald few years ago.i can still clearly remember the feeling to draw each picture tht time.These pictures make me recall my secondary school and some moment during that time.

Always feel sentimental, especially week 14 of every semester onwards.i feel like..hmm..unbelieveable.Why time flies so fast?i'm still missing something..but nothing i can do.=="

Old stuff...hehe..so low quality yo..hahah..haha..alto it dont look nice but it bring some meaning. it has embedded something that i want to voice out. something that i wish and i want to be like that.

i like to sit with my loves one on the bridge looking the sunset together.lying on his shoulder, is a great a feeling to me..hehe..^^

Enjoy to see my old stuff...

Pillar ad with Visual impact

This is another pillar ads for the sub.

Bottles Editing for Skin Food -Creative Strategy for Advertising

This 4 bottles have been edited with vegetables.This concept is to represent that Skin Food products are as fresh and natual as the vegetables. Hence, consumer will feel like they are using a very natural product for their skin.

i would like to appreciate and thanks to Ms. Bernice of Skin Food company who are willing to share information and provide us 100 packs of Skin Food product. Without her information, we cant finish this project smoothly.

Not only that, i would like to thanks to my group members who are cooperate with me all the while.

and ..of coz not to forget...thanks to my didi Mr.jordan la...haha
he teach me some skill to do these bottle.

Batam trip

touching

R.P100,000..wow..haha
1,2,3..........how many eggs here?
hmm..so relax in the morning...

Duty free Shop...made in Indonesia
our resort's kitchen

today's diary..today's voice

#this Korean song is really touching.tonight ,my mood so down
i repeat this song ard 10 times.
the lyrics said wat is in my heart.said the women's voice.
lately, i found that man and women has a lots of difference.
i dun understand man.i couldn't understand them.
because i'm women.
wat is love? i know nothing about LOVe.
since when v know "ah i'm in love !ah i have crush on him!''
wat tell us tht v have crush on somebody??
when our heart beat so fast when v see tht person appear in fornt of us?
when v dare not to look at him?
i feel, usually 'like', 'love','good feeling' and ' admire' can confuse ppl..
so i used to tell myself.i have to make it clear.but this is hard.
i am so small compare to him.i totally lost my confidence lately.becaz of him.
i'm so down.and sad.lolli pop incident.on monday i realise guys like to see leang lui
it's true...it makes me more -ve.coz i'm really tiny dusk compare with those leang lui..haiz...

i'm women -lyrics in English version

dun understand man's thinking
i gave what u want
now,u leave
u're such important
i believe that u're my everything
if u feel bored on me
u should tell me frankly
a clumsy me will not understand
although u hut me
but i'm still missing u
LOVE is my everything
because I'm Women
ur love, apprear fast disappear fast
i think this is man's habit
sweared not to step into the trick of LOVe
but again addicted by Love
it's jz because i'm a women
for love, i'll sacrcify my everything
do not utilise the kind of women
women just wish to gain love
but dunno it's so tough
*today v said break up
i can just lie on myself
hope that i can found somebody better than u
u are same with other man
ur love can only maintain for 1 day
honestly,
i dun wish to see u have good future
but,if u're really with a girl better than me
then what should i do?
i'm so sad
until now,i'm still thinking of u


**i'm deep in love with a girl
now,i have to leave, i cant together with her
but i'm deep in love with her.

AngelDemon Acid Mask

Last Monday.No class.Every Monday.No class..hahha

yes.and i went to library last few Monday to do some research on my CRM and
do some skteches for SPD and CSA.

when i was sketching for the Skin Food paper box and paper bag..ah...

wat a naughty mind~! i will never forget my blog.haha..beside the page i sketch S.food.

i sketch few artwork for my blog..

oh..i dunno..but it's all are inspiration..a vert sudden inspiration has came to my mind.

so i would like to play around with all this ideas and this is wat i did ..haha

hope tht this "Acid Mask" will not appear in the market..it'll harm everyone..keke

*CRM-Communication Research Method

* SPD -Sales promotion Design

* CSA-Creative Strategy for Advertising

new design stamp for my Idol-Jay Chou

haha...new design stamp for my talented idol..Jay Chou..
many -ve gosip about him.but i'm still supporting him coz he
is a singer and actor.and i'm admire on his talent on composing songs and
his acting.not his out look.

his songs give me alots of memory..especially when i was in secondary school

the feeling is great when i'm designing this "stamp" meanwhile listening his songs...

haha...it's really great!

An urgent Memo from Angels

Angel or Devil is living in her heart?
Recently, a sentence always appear in her mind
"she was,but she is not","i was but i am Not"
"He was but he is not","They were but they are not"
these sentences are simple but full with meaning and it hidden past and present
she was an angel...as kind-hearted as Angel.
but she is not....right now.
they were in love but they are no more couples...right now.
he said "i love U'',"i have crushed on u" " u're my angel"
he was and he used to think tht she is his angel.but
she is not his angel anymore.

when someone's heart is broke...it's hard to recover..not only for love.
family ,friendship,....and others
hence,do not hurt some1's feelin off hand and be considerate.
u might spoit his/her whole life.
she/he will change.but never ask "why?"
when a person changed.there is no reason for her to changed.
when she has changed...it means she changed!!!
Nothing leave for u and me.

stamp

A sudden inspiration to make an Av magazine-- advertising

i was hanging my clothes after wash it for 1 hour.i was extremely tired to my assignments, Survey on Skin Food product in mid valley, waste my time to wait those stupid bus, read for mid term and lst..wash my clothes..

Honestly, my brain is working more than 24 hours. Hence, when i was hanging my clothes..ah....i saw my clip..and i stand at there and start playing with my clips.i put it in diifernt position..last~~~i saw something related to my study..haha..is AV!!!

of course not Adult Video...(haiya..dun think too much)..is my major..Advertising

then???

i have a great zeal to make it become a magazine cover...so??here it is the magazine cover tht i have jz finish.keke...

Leo-present for best friend

"Leo are warm of spirit, eager for action and are driven by a desire to be loved for what you bring to others. Leo are a magnanimous leader and a faithful servant. Once scorned in love, however, Leo will withdraw your affections and the light, once brilliant, can go cold. Leo motto might be "What you see is what you get." You tend to live your live straightforwardly and with a flair for drama. In fact, many Leos are attracted to the theater, the performing arts and public relations, for you truly understand the importance of putting on a good presentation. As you blaze gloriously through your life, remember to take time to acknowledge the feelings of those around you. If you forget, you could unconsciously hurt someone you love. But, if you remain aware your impact, others can benefit from your presence. "--this is the typical Leo from horoscope website

haha..new work for Leo which request by my best friend-Mr. Gideon..haha..well.,Gideon is my fren from NS.i think he is really typical LEO.since he has good leadership and looks serious sometimes. However, he is such a small kid who like to make some funny and childish action.haha...
well..this is the 1st work for him. actually i have no idea to make this work at all..keke..but i have promised him to give him by this saturday. Hence,i sacrificed the Bon Odori to do this work..haiz...i'm such a great fren..:p...(no la..no la..jz feel so tired and moody so i dun wan to go la..not Gideon's fault)haha



***Can anyone give me more ideas to improve this work???
since he said he will not accept if i make it not nice..while he will post it on facebook &frenster if i make it nice nice ..haha..

AngelineDemon's Barcode

Ps-text decoration

well, mid-term test is just around the corner but i have no mood to study.

however,i do my photoshop .this is new lesson i learn frm tutorials-text decoration.

Due to this work, i made 1 of my g.design fren said "i'm going to Kill u soon"hahahh

he is good in design and funny.No doubt to ask him something about Ps.kekeke

i couldn't find the "gradient editor" in my Ps which is same with the tutorial.w

well...actually it is just on top of my Ps.but i insist tht is not the 'gradient editor"

haha...wat a sturborn angeline.anyway....tht is really the "gradient editor"..haha

finally..i finish my work,and would like to post here...i'm happy to share with all of u.coz i found something "special" in my Ps and i learnt something new..haha

我是女人--Kiss

摸不清男人的心
你要的我都给
现在就这么离开
你是那么的重要
我相信你是我的全部
如果厌倦了我
你应该直说
迟钝的我怎能了解
虽然你伤了我的心
但我依然想着你
爱是我的一切
因为我是女人
你的爱，来得快，取得快。
我想这是男人的习惯吧
曾发誓决不陷入爱情陷进
却仍被爱冲昏头
只因为我是女人
为了爱，我付出一切
不要利用女人善良的本性
女人只想得到爱
却不知道会如此熬煎
虽然你伤了我的心
但我依然想直你
爱是我的一切
因为我是女人
*今天说出分手的话
我只能骗自己
希望会遇到比你更好的人
你也和其他庸舒的男人一样
你的爱只能维持一天
坦白说
我不想看到你有好结果
但如果你和完美的女孩一起
我该怎么办
我好伤心
到现在我都想着你


**我深爱着一个女孩
现在离开，不能和他在一起
但我深爱着他

Own design- Gemini cum DemonAngeline

Horoscope for AngelineDemon is Gemini.
General behavior:
Gemini (the twins) is a very complex and confusing sign.
To some people you can seem like a wonderful friend,
while to others you will seem two-faced and sneaky.
You will act like a child for most of your life.
You are happy and energetic when things go right for you.
However, when things go wrong, you can be passive-aggressive
and very mean. You find decisions hard to make,
since you can never stay with the one that you originally choose.
You tend to fight loosing battles for something that you call a "moral" cause
(even though you know it isn't). One quality (you decide whether it's good or
bad) you have is the ability to lie and appear that you are telling the complete
truth. You prefer to use someone else's solution to a problem than thinking of
your own. Many of Gemini's poorer traits are due to your lack of self-esteem
It is very tough to get your attention. You will be thinking about many things
at a time and you can't concentrate on any particular thing at one time. You
may be praising somebody but at the same time you will be thinking against
him (her). But the most intelligent people on the earth are Geminians.

Logo of AngelineDemon

A -Angeline

A represents Angeline...

some little thoughts make me to do it in the weekend.

"ok-hak" from the album Save My Life by Bodyslam

This song is called "ok-hak" from the album Save My Life by Bodyslam.
ความรัก ต้องพังลงไป
kwaam rak dtong pang long bpai
Love, had to collapse down.
อนาคต ที่สุดก็ผ่านพ้นไป
a-naa-kot tee soot gor paan pon bpai
Future, in the end would also pass by.
เหลือเพียงหัวใจที่ยับเยินl
eua piang hua jai tee yap yern
Left with only a heart that's wrecked.
บาดแผล มันลึกเกินเยียวยา
baat plae man leuk gern yieow-yaa
Wound, it's deeper than can be healed.
ตื่นจากฝัน เพราะถูกปลุกด้วยน้ำตา
dteun jaak fan pror took bplook duay naam dtaa
Woke up from the dreams because got awakened by the tears.
ทุรนทุรายหัวใจเหนื่อยล้า
too ron too raai hua jai neuay laa
The adversities made my heart exhausted.
ภาวนาให้ใจที่เจ็บจงเข้มแข็ง
paa-wa-naa hai jai tee jep jong kem kaeng
Pray to let my heart that's hurt, that it should be strong.
แม้มันจะไร้เรี่ยวแรง จะฝืนลุกยืนให้ไหว
mae man ja rai rieow raeng ja feun look yeun hai wai
Even though it's going to be void of strength, I'll resist and stand up to it fervently.
คนคนเดียวมันไม่มีสิทธิ์ขนาดนั้น
kon kon dieow man mai mee sit ka-naat nan
A person alone don't have that much right.
ไม่ทำให้ช้ำถึงตาย ยังไงต้องรับให้ได้
mai tam hai cham teung dtaai yang ngai dtong rap hai daai
Can't make me hurt till death. Whatever I must be able to accept it.
ชีวิตแค่โดนทำร้าย
chee-wit kae dohn tam raai
Life merely got hurt,
แต่ที่สุดมันต้องไม่โดนทำลาย
dtae tee soot man dtong mai dohn tam laai
But in the end it should not get destroyed.
แค่วันนี้หัวใจสลาย
kae wan nee hua jai sa-laai
It's merely that today my heart is shattered.
เตือนตัวเองว่าถึงยังไง ฉันยังต้องอยู่
dteuan dtua eng waa teung yang ngai chan yang dtong yoo
Remind myself that come what may, I still must live on.
ความรักลวงหลอกมันก็แค่เจ็บปวด
kwaam rak luang lok man gor kae jep bpuat
Deceived by love, it's also merely just be hurt.
ไม่มีค่า ให้มันทำลายชีวิตไม่ได้
mai mee kaa hai man tam laai chee-wit mai daai
It's of no value, can't let it destroy my life.
กรีดแขน ไม่ช่วยอะไร
greet kaen mai chuay a-rai
Cutting the wrist don't help with anything.
ยิ่งตอกย้ำ ยิ่งกรีดยิ่งทำร้ายใจ
ying dtok yam ying greet ying tam raai jai
The more you emphasize it, the more you cut, the more you hurt your heart.
ยิ่งทำเท่าไร ก็ยิ่งปวดร้าว
ying tam tao-rai gor ying bpuat raao
However much more you do, it would also be more broken hearted.
ภาวนาให้ใจที่เจ็บจงเข้มแข็ง
paa-wa-naa hai jai tee jep jong kem kaeng
Pray to let my heart that's hurt, that it should be strong.
แม้มันจะไร้เรี่ยวแรง จะฝืนลุกยืนให้ไหว
mae man ja rai rieow raeng ja feun look yeun hai wai
Even though it's going to be void of strength, I'll resist and stand up to it fervently.
คนคนเดียวมันไม่มีสิทธิ์ขนาดนั้น
kon kon dieow man mai mee sit ka-naat nan
A person alone don't have that much right.
ไม่ทำให้ช้ำถึงตาย ยังไงต้องรับให้ได้
mai tam hai cham teung dtaai yang ngai dtong rap hai daai
Can't make me hurt till death. Whatever I must be able to accept it.
ชีวิตแค่โดนทำร้าย
chee-wit kae dohn tam raai
Life merely got hurt,
แต่ที่สุดมันต้องไม่โดนทำลาย
dtae tee soot man dtong mai dohn tam laai
But in the end it should not get destroyed.
แค่วันนี้หัวใจสลาย
kae wan nee hua jai sa-laai
It's merely that today my heart is shattered.
เตือนตัวเองว่าถึงยังไง ฉันยังต้องอยู่
dteuan dtua eng waa teung yang ngai chan yang dtong yoo
Remind myself that come what may, I still must live on.
ความรักลวงหลอกมันก็แค่เจ็บปวด
kwaam rak luang lok man gor kae jep bpuat
Deceived by love, it's also merely just be hurt.
ไม่มีค่า ให้มันทำลายชีวิตไม่ได้
mai mee kaa hai man tam laai chee-wit mai daai
It's of no value, can't let it destroy my life.
(Interlude)
ชีวิตแค่โดนทำร้าย
chee-wit kae dohn tam raai
Life merely got hurt,
แต่ที่สุดมันต้องไม่โดนทำลาย
dtae tee soot man dtong mai dohn tam laai
But in the end it should not get destroyed.
แค่วันนี้หัวใจสลาย
kae wan nee hua jai sa-laai
It's merely that today my heart is shattered.
เตือนตัวเองว่าถึงยังไง ฉันยังต้องอยู่
dteuan dtua eng waa teung yang ngai chan yang dtong yoo
Remind myself that come what may, I still must live on.
ความรักลวงหลอกมันก็แค่เจ็บปวด
kwaam rak luang lok man gor kae jep bpuat
Deceived by love, it's also merely just be hurt.
ไม่มีค่า ให้มันทำลายชีวิตไม่ได้
mai mee kaa hai man tam laai chee-wit mai daai
It's of no value, can't let it destroy my life.
ต้องไม่ตาย ชีวิตยังมีพรุ่งนี้เสมอ
dtong mai dtaai chee-wit yang mee proong-nee sa-mer
Must not die, life still have tomorrows, always.
ชีวิตยังมีพรุ่งนี้เสมอ
chee-wit yang mee proong-nee sa-mer
Life still have tomorrows, always.

This song is recommended by Rern,
in the mid-night, i send him Jay song but he introduce me this Thai song.
at first, i dun think i'll like it besides Bazoo,Nancy, Ab Normal and TAXI (they are Thai band).
after rern ask me to have a look at the lyrics and i'll love it.
No doubt..i really like it.
and the song not bad..
here is the URLs..
have a look:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5tIowfa4_c
hope u all will like also...

P/s:thanks to RERN...

Phase I Phase II Phase III Phase IV

Always,there are some image appear on Angel's mind.
Not every image is a good image.
but every image appear had embeded something.
usually they are the understanding of life.
This,was appear on her mind when her heart is in the Forth Phase.
Phase I: Basically, everyone should possess a heart in this phase.
this is a purely perfect heart ..the most original...
Phase II: Well, circumstances started to shape the heart of every man.
Phase III: Challenging part.Devils are around it.Disappointment of everything
being betray.being cheat and being utilize.
Phase IV: Stand strong. Hold it firmly. No more sincere and pure in Demon's heart.
p/s:This is the reality of world...realize it.you'll used to it.

Hatred with Love VS Love with Hatred

using typography.No alphabet.No image.
consist of 3 language.Korean.Japanese.Chinese.
it's all mean 'Love'
Korean--'sarang'
Japanese--'a-i'
Chinese--'ai'
However, the word in the middle is mean 'hatred'/'hate'
Chinese--'hen'
Hatred is surrounded by all love, but there is also hatred inside love.
as i said early,see things in different angle.
Angel has perceive that hatred is always surrounded by Love but
Demon has perceive that hatred has genearted within Love.
AngelineDemon perceive both as she experienced both.
how about you?
Is Angels living in your heart or Demon does?

Angeline

nothing special.just an inspiration.

simple artwork.no concept.

conveying my message.never give up.

It's me,it's a simple Angeline.Simple outlook.

However...

Her heart is actually a cave in the universal.

HeartlessAngeline doesn't means that she is cold-blooded.

It's meaning that her heart has been killed and took by someone.

But...she never give up.

still...stand strong in the crowd

How long can she survive without the true heart?

Sentimental is what her friends told her.

she~~ is so sentimental,emotional.

always...follow the rythm of her world.

follow the rythm of Jerry.